So the scenario thingy I put up was not any of the ones I have been working on. Something just came to me and I decided to write this on the spot which is why it is kind crappy. Anyway I’ll try to finish the actually scenarios as soon as possible.
No relation to the Bang Yong Guk song
I remember you doing it again, smiling. You don’t understand how much your smile means to me. It’s not just a simple facial expression. When you smile, when you truly smile, it reaches your eyes. Your skin gets this special kind of glow to it. It’s shimmery, bright and makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. Every time you smile I get this feeling as if I my world is alright.
I love the look you get on your face when you’re playing a game, any game. Your eyebrows scrunch together and you get all serious. Little wrinkles show up on your forehead and your mouth thins out into a straight line. You have this desire to win and its like for that moment nothing can stop you.
I love watching you sleep. You look so peaceful and beautiful. Sometimes you’ll smile in your sleep and I sigh to myself out of relief, knowing that everything is well in dreamland.
I still remember the first I meet you. Like an idiot I ran into you at the park. Like literally ran into you. I wasn’t watching where I was going, deep in thought as always. I remember the first thing I saw was your eyes. They were soft and full of concern. I would be concerned too if someone just bumped into me. You gave me a gentle smile and asked if I was ok. We later exchanged numbers after talking at little bit. I was still in the state of shock over the fact that you didn’t look at me with disgust and walk away.
I remember when you took me to my high school reunion. You flew overseas with me just to make sure that I was always safe. My friends met you told me I found a good one and to never let you go. From that moment I knew you were something I need in my life for a long time.
I remember when you had to do a collaboration with another artist that just happened to be female. I was so jealous when your fans said you guys looked cute together and should date. While I was sulking you held me in your arms and told me there was nothing to worry about because I was the one that you loved.
I remember that one time I got the flu and was super sick. When you found out you were extremely upset that I didn’t call and tell you. I didn’t want you to know. I figured you were busy and it would be a bother if I were to tell you. You took care of me and nursed me back to health and told me to always call you if I was sick or in pain.
I remember when I forgot my own birthday but you didn’t. You bought a cake and everything. It was the best cake I had ever tasted. I wished we would always be together. You looked at me and smile and said you hoped my wish came true. That was one of the happiest moments of my life.
I remember when I had beat you at one for your silly video games. The truth is I practiced for weeks in order to beat you. I can’t believe you didn’t catch one once. Oh well it doesn’t matter anyway.
I remember when we finally moved in to our house together after we got married. The house looked so beautiful at that time. Not that it doesn’t now but it had a new feeling to it. I was just getting used to it and couldn’t process that this was the house that I was supposed to live in for the rest of my life.
Even though I have all these memories of you. I won’t be able to have anymore. As time passed and you went on tour with you band. The loneliness had been killing me. I lost my job and just didn’t feel much hope for anything anymore. Every time I tried to talk to you, you would say you were busy and would rush off the phone to practice or perform. As time passed I struggled with figuring out what I lived for. After you left for your latest tour I found out I was pregnant. I didn’t want to say anything and just surprise you when you would come back in two months. Unfortunately I lost the baby. I guess it wasn’t meant to be. Now I’ll just be a memory of what was. The memories of you I’ll always be with me, where ever I am. I want you to know that during those time I loved you the most. My heart was always you’re from the moment we meant. I’m done remembering you. Its time for you to remember.
Im ok guys, really I am. Its like 1:30 and I’m just in my feelings. Whatever that means. It makes sense I just dont know how to explain it.
Aww thanks anon. That means a lot. :D
This was a nice surprise.
I don’t have a terrible life, I dont even have a bad life, but sometimes I feel lonely. Very lonely and that’s why I love fan fiction. For a while I can lose myself to another world. And after I comeback from that world the lonely feeling momentarily goes away.
Do I have male followers? I assume 99% of you are girls D: Introduce yourself and make your gender known~
So like after eight years (just kidding more like eight months), I am back!!! I have a couple scenarios I am working on and one should be done hopefully within the next week.
Sorry for not updating all this time I have had writers block and it has been really hard to get over. Now I’m not completely there yet. Writing is seeming pretty hard to me know but I’m trying my hardest.
Thank you to all of those who have stayed with me and have stuck out the year with out any updates.
To the new followers, welcome!!!
Don’t feel shy to request or leave a message about anything.
Thanks Love yall!
I hate when people think that just because I’m slim I must be fit and in shape. Like you guys don’t understand. I cant even go up a couple flights of stairs without needing to catch my breath. A sit up? what is that? I haven’t been able to do more than one since elementary school. Looks can be deceiving.
In my life there have been two female teachers and a male teacher that I have accidentally call mom or dad. In the moment I would be really embarrassed and apologize immensely. I remember telling my mom and she would laugh and smile and I would later catch her telling her friends. Now that Im older and I look back on it those teacher were the ones that not only were my favorite out of all the teachers I’ve had but I had the most respect for them. I’m guessing that since I accidentally refereed to them as my parents I subconsciously put them in the same pedestal as my parents. I loved and respected them in a similar way as I would my own parents. I wish that everyone could have at least one teacher that they truly respected and loved in a way that was kind of confusing in the moment.
Is that really you? Don’t feel weird you’re really pretty. :)
Lol yea thats me. Aw thanks a lot hun, :D
Sure thing ill add it to the request list right now.
Have you ever tried to explain shipping to someone who doesn’t know what shipping is? That is one of the hardest things I have ever have to do. How do you clearly explain shipping without sounding insane?
You can’t! A friend of mine told me about this shipping thing before I was into all this tumblr and shipping and stuff myself and it sounded so incredibly weird to me, I didn’t see a reason why anybody should do something like this…
This was it. Its was finally over. Tears came to your eyes as you looked around the room. You had finally moved into your new home. But that wasn’t the part that made you tear up. It was the fact that you moved in with him. The love of your life. The wedding was over, the honeymoon was over, moving in was over, and now your life officially started together.
You stood in the living room surveying the area. The house was big but it was tiny. It was small comfortable. The room was dimly lit giving off a homey feeling. It made your heart swell with joy. You slowly walked over to the fire place and looked at the picture that was resting above it. It was a picture of you two with your friends during your wedding. Your face was in his hands and he was trying to kiss you but you pulled your face away from as far as you could jokingly. There was cake all over his lips and needless to say you didn’t want to get that on your cheek, even though that was his plan. At the time everyone thought you seriously did not want to The memory made you smile and giggle a little.
“What’s so funny” a voice said from behind you. Slightly started you looked over your shoulder to see him grinning at you with his hands on his hips.
“Who said you could laugh without.” He said while making his way over to you and wrapping his arms around you from behind.
“I was laughing at you, so technically you’re the one who said I could laugh without you.”
“Well I suppose that’s fine” he said with a chuckle resting his chin on your shoulder.
“I can’t believe we live here now” You said absentmindedly.
“Yea, I know. Whenever the reality of it all sets in I’m excited but on the other hand nervous.” You looked at him with a confused expression.
“ The future kind scares me to be honest. I don’t know what’s in store for us. The only thing that helps is knowing that I won’t be facing the future alone. I’ll be with you forever and that comforts me”
“That’s really cheesy” You said with a laugh,
“I know but that how I feel.”He said chuckling. He unwrapped his hands from around you and grabbed your hand. “I have something for you.”
“What is it?”
“You’ll see be patient” He said while leading you up the stairs and into the bedroom you now both shared. He sat you down on the bed and went over to one of the nearby dressers retrieving an envelope from inside. Once he grabbed it he walked over to the bed and sat next to you.
“Open it” he said while handing you the blank envelope. You didn’t expect to find what was inside. Apparently it was a document stating he had opened a Grow up plan with Gerber Life Insurance.
“I don’t understand. Where are expecting a child.” You said confused
“I know but this is my way of showing you my commitment. My forever. I didn’t know what else to do so I kind of thought ahead. I know for sure I want to have a child with you if not more. And I want to be with you until that child grows up and no longer needs us. I want to be with you until the very end and in a way this is my way of showing you.” You smile and leaned over to hug him with tears in your eyes.
“This was definitely outside of the box but this is one of the best gifts you could have ever given me.”
“Its not only a gift of my heart. But a gift of my promise to you….Forever.”